心痛

心痛..

为什么每次你做错了,

都是要我道歉..

明明是你自己说话对我态度不好,

问你东西,你就说:什么?!!

有必要酱子吗?

给你做到心情不好,

又要给你说到好像我故意摆臭脸..

难搞~

好久没update blog了

难道是时候改变了?

超不喜欢压力..

头脑在想说..是时候面对了吗?

总是想保持在原点不好吗?

开始去尝试压力是件好事?

他从来不知道我所面对的问题..

我也不知怎么说..

有些东西不是说变就变,

而是怕变了会变质..

不知怎么说..真复杂~

i'm back since long time ad..

sry guys,reali lazy 2 update..
but jz gt picture 2 share nia,taking during holidays~
me n khai ling,my ex-housemate~cindy~^^

ApartMeNt DaY

26/08/09
lolz..sry reader~
finally..i come updated my blog since the apartment day so long ad..
coz a little bit lazy..damn lazy ivan,haha!

tat day 22/08/09,saturday n we going 2 SRI SAYANG at Batu Ferringgi,
at ther de seaview very beautiful n hav nice swimming pool

actually it's celebration of SWC committee,for?watever lah..
hehe..tat day gt ah lam lah, lingurl lah, laze, hory, vincent, cherry, ee looi, enson, eson,
rachael, denny, tortoise, pheypei n me..
many leh?ok loh~

one thing they say bout the LIFT in SRI SAYANG r the 'fastest lift' in penang oh..
did some1 know bout tis?
tat day afternoon bout 3pm like tat me n enson reach SRI SAYANG
n pay RM5 for car parking 4 whole day..
well..whn we reach our room at 11 floor,quite boring de..
but..afterward they suggest 2 swimming loh..
but whn reach ther the pool seem like mix wif coffee wif milk..haha!
coz..u know different skin colour in 1 pool, black n white wo..
i'm nt prejudis n diskriminasi as tis teach in my etnik lesson..
don't wrong thk bout tis..xixi!
jz kidding lah..

after swimming n taking shower, we having quite fun de dinner
tat is streamboat,i very like streamboat..
it quite delicious de..
at the night we jz stay in the room coz damn unlucky rainning,
so we hav 2 stay in the room coz cannot go out..
sienz..n i playing poker card wif rachael, pheypei n denny..
but..they at last oso call us out 2 play "TRUE o DARE" game in living room~
starting very boring de,next become more EXCITED..
u know why?everything start after my 1st round being kena choose,
n i pick TRUE ,n they ask sumthing really quite shock me de question,
they ask:

1. after u join prom,u gt girl tat u interest wif? n i answer yes..
2. n tell me which girl u like?n i quite shy 2 answer XXX..
oh my god!she beside me nia~

damn it! thn after thing become,u know?
it become more deadlock..
wat 2 do?
i hav 2 honestly coz they say if answer dishonest, ur both parent leg broken..
wat a crazy game..
later we oso play game,which huever lose kena punish drink carlsberg n tiger
actually i thk tat both alcohol no gud 2 drink,wat a bad taste..hehe!
n the next day we 12 pm hav 2 sign up ad..

FiNal ExaM is NeaR ad..

final exam coming soon~

so scare..coz nt prepare yt,n i thk many of my subject still半天吊..
lolz..but..!!i will gambateh de,
so tat i won't waste my money on damn resit paper..haha!
加油..

n i thk tat tis few week will a little bit bz ad..
sry 2 say tat i will less open msn ( open oso no use, less fren in msn,boring!)
by the way..for those hu din hav my msn, add me in dream_ivan@hotmail.com
thx^^
n i will oso less update blog ad,coz wan starting study hard ad..
hope u guys will forgive me..

MoviE DaYs..

damn tired..
19/08/09

2day we aric, yaya, cherry, enson, looi looi n other frenz, all 15 ppl,
laze,cindy n many more( too many lah..)
we go gurney watch movie whole night,ki siao ad..
we go watch 2 movie oh,

-Tracing Shadow
very废de movie,but funny loh..(rate 2/5)
tat all!if wan know more,go watch sendiri lah..

-Overhead
what a meaningful movie..(rate 4/5)
tat all i can say!if wan know more,go watch sendiri lah..

2day really enjoy the movie n joining fren 2gather,
watching movie, playing games, eat 2gather..
n 2day is the 1st time i become closer 2 looi looi oh..

be4 at prom i jz stick a lot wif aric nia~
n i'm the 1 less talk 2 other prom candidate loh..
so sorry 2 say tat..
and..meaningful,i really appreciate friendship..
but..not many ppl realise n know about this..
wan 2 know?jz understanding more bout me lah..haha!

feeling tis thing,hard 2 say..

有时真不知自己在想什么,真让人抓无~
我以为我真的那么了解我自己，原来我自己也不知道我要些什么..
有点感觉迷失在无路的道路上..
那种感觉真让人...不懂啦..
今天就去了靠近海边的sunset,喝了两瓶酒..(几坏咯..)
我觉得海边的感觉真让人舒服,也会让人想起心事,是个贪吐心事的好地方~
就让我有种感觉,不知道什么感觉,就想单独一个人在海边漫步地走..
我一直在想是不是我对她有意思，是我觉得不可能的事..
因为我觉得她不会对我有意思的咯,
咳~习惯了啦..我喜欢的都对我没意思的啦..
有时在想自己是否真的喜欢上她了..
难道..我真的对她有意思?
(如果看到这个blog请不要问我!!我不知道怎样回答..）
我自己都不懂..很白痴吧~当你感觉像我你就懂了,感觉不高兴可是又不知什么回事..